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Bring On....

Fall and Winter!!!!  I cannot wait till the season changes, all this heat is driving me nuts.  Halloween is just around the corner, anyone else excited?   I sure as hell am.   It's my favorite holiday.  It's the time of the year when all the horror flicks come on television.  I live for those just like I do for hard rock.  It's all a part of me.  But alas the innocence of samhains past have dwindled into that vortex of forgotten time.  Such sweet memories too.  I only hope when I have children that the magic is still there so they can cherish the mysticism of a special harvest night when shadows dance and all the world is a spectre's playground.

Currently playing: Four Leaf Clover- Bar 7
Current mood: Cool


Taste of Phantom Blood...

It's been 2 days.  I still wake up with that strange taste in my mouth. Same scent of stagnant aftershave. It rained early this morning.  It was well needed in all aspects maybe it will wash away some of the sin thats tainted and corupted my feeling of life in general.  My senses are open to a point where it scares me.  Oh well, bring on the night.

Currently playing: Twice As Hard- The Black Crowes
Current mood: Sceptical


Less Than Human...

So I guess I am taking this chance to muse a bit.  Yesterday I was given a link to something I'll never forget.  You are saying to yourself "it's just the internet how can something change his life like that online?".  Believe me if you ever saw it (you should be thanking god that you haven't)  after being sick for few hours it would change your whole way of thinking.  It was a link to a video stream and yes I was warned that it was brutal but I am stubborn and as they say curiousity kills the cat.  If you've been following the world news these days you would know that certain terrorist groups take it upon themselves to slaughter innocent civilians and opposing militants on camera while posting the video itself online.  The video which I saw was just one case, and believe me it is enough to last a life time.  To say it shocked me is an understatement. Basically, a gang of masked men hold their captive down and saw his head completely off with a dull knife.  It was the most disturbing thing I've ever seen or heard.  The man screaming as his life is being taken from him slowly.  I know it is horrible to say but after I pictured this all only one thing comes to mind.  They seemed as a pack of rabid wolves upon the slain man.  And in the last few minutes of that man's life, those last few primal moments the only sound that comes from him is the sound of an animal on the brink of death, giving in to the predator's bite.   We are not much different you know?  Animals none the less.   All of us.  We use morals and beliefs to justify those hidden instincts weither it be watching someone being murdered, murdering someone or being murdered yourself.  Everyone is so blind and no one is complaining about it they think themselves as individuals are always right.  Where do we get such false delusions about ourselves?  Who says anyone is better than the next person, or even the lower beast upon life's web?  We want to live just as much as the next but why do we feel we must cut each other down in the prime of life's passage?  You can't tell me it is because of some higher being.  Those men killed in the name of their god but in conflict they wore masks to hide from that same god they find it just to kill for.   If we are really the principal of human then why do we act less than that?

Currently playing: Love In Vain- Robert Johnson
Current mood: Sad